This is my new post for the year! WOO. lol. been busy or rather honestly speaking, lazy to update my blog. Things changed a lot during the few months that i didn't update. Breakup with my last boyfriend, R. Been sad for quite some time and move on (as usual). But who doesn't move on, RIGHT? haha. anyway, met J and told myself not to get involved with him and strictly treat him as a normal friend. And things dun always turn out as what i'd planned. Its totally the opposite, which many of friends would have known. Can't help myself, but falling in love once AGAIN. Ask myself repeatedly that i really like him? OR? I'm so confused recently and helpless to do anything. I just know that i should do something, maybe persuade him to come back? But no, i got a feeling that he is not coming back. Shed tears when i think of the possible outcome. Keep lying to myself that he will come back. Maybe i should just let go and not think about it.

In addition to my worries, presentations and tests are reaching real soon. Next week will be another week of torture. Slept at 430 after rushing FBM on thursday. Everyone look damn shag. Hopefully this new year, will goes smoothly. With all the projects done, presentations and exam over. GRADUATE from SP. After that? Work or Uni? Undecided. Shunya! Better buck up.

The long awaited holidays finally reached. (actually the holidays already starts for 3 weeks plus) lol. im quite lazy to update my blog. just feel the urge to type something and so here i am, typing nonsenses. haha.

Manage to find a job in Far East Plaza and im able to adapt to the working environment. wanted to quit the job after first day of working in the company but decided to give it a try. its quite sucky in the beginning. don't know how to serve the tai tais and colleagues are so dao and all. haha. and now im so tempted to buy things from my shop. urgh.
today went to briefing with xuan and dydy for the F1 event. was quite excited to work for the event but the briefing from Win, our leader, sounds so troublesome and tedious and we all sian 1/2. hahah. oh, i forget to mention that dydy make-up today. HAHA. with eyeliner, powder and bit of blusher. she was quite sian and feel gou wei by the make-up. we hang out in Paragon's coffee beans for awhile and went back home. tomorrow starts to work for F1.

Hope i will enjoy working. but definitely be fun with xuan and dydy. Nights everyone. Sweet Dreams!

Yeah, finally holiday. =) its time for me to upload the zoo outing pictures. ^^


Orang Utans~


The beautiful peacock. This is Rainforest Fights Back Show.


Smelly Rhinocero!


Watched Polar Bear feeding.


My favourite Sealion - This is Splash Safari show.


Otters. From the map, it looks damn cute. But the real otter quite smelly and looks damn dirty. haha.


We fed the goats. See! They are so greedy. Tsk tsk.


The baboons care for each other. so cute, they helped each other find fleas. lol.


The baboons waiting to be fed.


Hee. we walked around the shop where they sells swimsuits and stuffs for the kids. and we found this toy. still remember?


Random pictures of us. was slacking around. waiting for the splash safari show.


HAHA. found this shot of me quite candid. lol.

Monday went to honey house to slack around. He promised to prepare breakfast for me if i reach his house early. This is a picture of breakfast he prepared:

But the day turned out to be quite disastrous, cos my auntie come and visit me and i have a big patch of stain on my shorts. End up i have to borrow a short from honey. sign.

Today went to settlers with honey and his frens. so we are consider double dating. it was quite fun playing with them and honey won most of the games. idiot him, one of the game, he sabotage me and my level 6 decrease to level 1. Argh. but still, its just a game. hahaha. (actually i was quite hot at first.) lol. we wore the tee he bought for us. Was quite happy when he asked me to be his girl friend. (This one is the one i asked him to ask, a formal one) hehe~~ and im quite satisfied with it. Oh, and we end our day early. cos he was supposed to meet his frens but ended up going to his tuition centre and teach his students.

Next tuesday is our first month anniversary. =)

Woo. finally most of the projects are done. Left BD report yet to submit and presentation on thursday. watched Night of the museum 2 with honey on thurs and went to zoo with him on fri. took many pictures. (will upload soon if i remember). though the weather was hot on friday, but i had fun with honey. feed goats and saw my favourite orang utan. haha. but i change my favourite animal already, when i saw the performance of sea lion. i love it to core. hahah. it was so damn cute. must have gone through lots of training to perform like this. it was a pity that i cant take pictures with the sea lion using honey's camera. must pay money to be able to take with it. after the trip to zoo, i went back to amk hub to watch movie with honey. we watched terminator. the movie so guy's movie. lol. in the beginning, i totally dun understand. cos i never watched the previous series. i still loves to watch romance movie. haha. maybe except transformer and some really nice action movies.
Today went to club 21 bazaar with carmen, and guess what. cos im no longer their staff, CK staffs throw out my things back to the wagon. sob~~and today is the last day of the sales, so i cant find any nice designs. sign. shall resign to fate. not fated to own CK merchandise. hope that the one i asked my supervisor to buy will mark down even cheaper.

Time flies, its already week 6~ left this coming week and next time and hoots!, its holiday. cant wait for holidays to come. finally done RTS, left some editing to do. RM haven start yet and BD still got alot of editing to do. hope the presentation for BD will go smoothly. As for my relationship with R, i hope we will know more about each other. *shy Yea, im Mrs Tan now. but im still waiting for honey to give me a formal proposal. HAHA. should let him know that i got blog and read what i had just type. =/ Yesterday quarrel with honey, but its not really those scold each other that kind of quarrel. its me who refuse to talk to him and let him hold my hand for awhile. we went to meet his grp of frens late and they last min ask him go club. i feel angry cos he didnt tell me during the ride to cine and his frens make me feel unwelcome. and i think that the club issue makes me blind and i dun have a good impression of his frens at that point of time. After honey tell me that he wont go club unless his frens birthday celebrations, i feel appease. hahaah. i think maybe thats what i wish to hear. =.= but im glad that i tell him how i feels and not let the problem keep inside my heart. =) xoxoxoxo honey. ^^

I do not know what I should react. But this time round, I did think through and gave an answer that I knew I wont regret. Though strangely, im feeling im regretting now. no, i have to keep my mind off and focus on my upcoming tests. Wish everyone good luck on their semestral exams. Tomorrow will be FEB presentation and i have to type SM report by wed.

I miss you.

Lucky today Randy Ng went for re-service, so my class dun have to go to school for tutuorial and lecture. Haha. so coincidence. can study for FM test. but i finished studying already. ^^ wish me luck on my test. hopefully i can get a higher mark for this test.
Yesterday kinokuniya called me! lol, imagine that my resume sent to them for so long. i send my resume before the first week of holiday. haiz. but i got their contact number, hope im able to join them. ^^ but i signed contract with face shop for 3 months. dun feel like working for them already. so long haven schedule sandra and me for work. (probably due to the fact that we have examinations and ITP soon.)

My schedule for this week. =(
Today - FM test
Wed - HRM Report and Discussion with my gems frens
Thurs - PSCM Presentation
Fri - SM Report
Sat - Shopping with my Sister
Sun - Visit my relative and eat reunion dinner